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Letting Go

Letting Go

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Letting go can be so hard
especially when you've held on
for so long you don't know
how to let go.
Or when you don't know
where you are connected.
Or when you don't want
to let go of the past.
Or when you have tried
and failed many times.
Or when you are holding on
to a person you love
Or when that person
loves you back
or when they don't.
Letting go can be so hard
especially when you're
holding on to yourself.
Letting Go February 17, 2011 2 comments 3 favourites

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Who Am I?who am i?
amd i the coward in the corner,
or the fighter in the rink?

am i the spectator on the side,
or the runner in the street?

do i keep my voice hidden,
or sing a hundred ballads?

am i a lover or a hater,
a sinner or a saint?

i do i have passions and goals,
or just wishes and dreams?

do i work for what i want,
or wait for it to happen?

am i wearing a mask,
or my heart on my sleeve?

who am i?Who Am I? by ~SilverPages
16 Comments
The Aftermathwhy do i still react?
why do i let him have control?

he has nothing left to offer
except more pain and heartache

haven't i suffered enough?
haven't i fought for too long?

what's keeping me frozen?
looking back across that burnt bridge
wishing i could have it back.

what's holding me in place?
hoping for a future now destroyed
denying any hope for another.

why can't i just walk away?The Aftermath by ~SilverPages
3 Comments
Nov 16We were so good
We laughed
We kissed
We loved

We had a life
We had a future
Dreams
Plans

I was overwhelming
You were overbearing
I was dependant
You were unreliable

You said you'd be there
But you never really were
You said you loved me
But you never really did

I know this because of how you treat me now,
After you've dropped me off the cliff
After you've promised me the world
And giving nothing but hell

I know this because I still feel the pain
And you feel nothing
You don't miss me
You don't cry over me

I poured my heart out for you
All I got in return was your fist
Closing around my soul
Choking out my lifeNov 16 by ~SilverPages
3 Comments
I'm DoneI've given it all up,
All the worrying
All the anxiety
All the chaos.
I'm done.

God has shown me that he can take it.
Now it's a matter of giving it to him.
I need to give up my control
I can't make things happen
I can't avoid situations
It's not up to me to make my own path
That's God's job

I'm called to love.
I'm called to live for him.
It's time I start giving back to him
I owe him at least that much.
He bought my life
Brought me back from the hole I was in
The hole I dug for myself.

Dear Lord,
Take my anxiety
Take my shame
Take my chaos
Work it to best serve you
Work it to give you praise.
Bring me back from the eI'm Done by ~SilverPages
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"Amidst the chaos known as life, there are whispers that are ignored."

-20 years old
-Live in Lakeville, MN
-Go to school in River Falls, WI
-Majoring in Horticulture
-Write poetry and short stories
-Struggling with depression and anxiety
-Was engaged. He broke it off.
-Christian

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~hushed-lullabies Jun 24, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! (: <3
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=Ladamania Jul 4, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for :+fav:ing [link] :hug:
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~SilverPages Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
you're very welcome!
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=screenkisser Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :hug:
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~SilverPages Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
awwww, thanks!!!
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=screenkisser Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Its no problem! :hug:
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~hushed-lullabies Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! (: <3
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~SilverPages Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
awwww! thanks!!!
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~hushed-lullabies Jun 24, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
you're very welcome! <3
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~murrysunshine Jun 8, 2011
thanks for the fav! :hug:
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